Monday, May 9, 2011
Hey reader.. Long time no see yeah :D Today just kindly bored and i suddenly think of blogging yeah.. HAHA !! Now carry on with my life story. i got a lot of question to ask, 1st why am i so good to people? when they scold me or did someting wrong i always never blame them or even scold them *only some if they reached my temper.* 2nd why can i bear with the scolding and all those stuff? when i not in the wrong. i also got scolding from people, people misunderstanding me and got scolding i also can bear with it. WTF ! 3rd who is willing to understand me? this answer i can answer myself.
Anwer NO ONE ! 4th why am i willing to understand people instead of mine? 5th WHY CAN"T I THINK OF MYSELF ! >< Haiis.. Relationship is hurting to all people in the world.. althought it hurt but why can't they just be serious on it?? Playing people feeling you think is funny?? *( Not referring to anyone) How about one day i try play you all.. :@ I REALLY STARTING TO HATE THE WORLD. Cause people are getting perfect. And i can't find a imperfect person to be with me.. if there's a person i just need 4 things from them. 1st
Trust 2nd
Understanding 3rd
Don hide anythinq from me. 4th
Communicate More That will be great. SECRET I HATE YOU ! MINDSET I ALSO HATE YOU ! The reason i hate both of them is simple just because this two things make people really think a lot even if from the oppsite of gender. A Relationship shouldn't keep any Secret from each other, once you have something to hide from each other, other parties may think a lot and quarrel, miscommunication and misunderstanding with you. Mindset is the one controlling our brain which i hate the most.. Tells us some rubbish thing and make our relationship go further and further and slowly the trust will be fading.. HAIIX STUPID GOD INVENTED ME KIND, GOOD, Naughty, Know how to think of other feeling and a SPECIAL MAGIC. I EVOL YOU but you don give me the confident in ginvol you. Sometimes i may think you keeping secret from me and so on cause you don really tells me a lot of things abt yourself. You are secretive. What i said on facebook is this 如果你爱一个人，你会为了他改变自己, i willing to change for you, but you have to ask yourself this Will you change yourself because of me?
I don't wan to post too much abt my personal thing and feeling.
Tears Drops !
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9:02 PM
